Angel of Ioren
Friendly Skeptic
Hi everyone,
I just received this message from Tyder and he wanted me to post it. It's in regards to some recent activity in the forum.
I just received this message from Tyder and he wanted me to post it. It's in regards to some recent activity in the forum.
Angel, I think I owe you and the whole forum and explanation.
Especially Gene since he made the forum a safe place and an entertaing place. I hope you will decide to post this as my statement to the forum and if nobody cares, well I can't blame them. I don't know if I'm banned but I am banning myself from all online forums. Somehow, I lost all perspective. It's as if I got to a point where I thought if I didn't win a forum debate that somehow I was wrong aobut everything in my life and all that I beleive in. I got to such a point that I decided to make a sock puppet to see if I couldn't release some of my frustration. It went way, way to far. I have no excuse for the way I acted. I honestly didn't mean to be a sneak or to betray some people that thought highly of my participation on a forum. It is jut a forum and I understand that. So, I'm not gonna go off and do pennace for a year. Still, what you do in private and behind a screen tells alot about who you are in person. I need to think about who I really and truly am. To some of the folks I hurt or offended such as Rick and Angel and Mike and Stonehart and others. I am sorry. I don't ask forgiveness because you don't owe me any and truly I don't owe anybody else. But, I do owe this forum this much. So, I stand here now and tell you all that I messed up. I got to involved. I thought I was above such things. I guess not.
Peace.
Tyder.