OK, so I have a few strange experiences growing up, none recently. I remember some strange lights in the night but that's about it. However when I start listening to something like abduction stories on the paracast or similar I start to have problems sleeping. I seem to wake up around 3am and start having a lot of fear of going back to sleep. If I ignore paranormal media my sleep patterns get much better.
Does this happen to anyone else listening to these stories? I find them terrifying (but fascinating) and cannot understand how some people can immerse themselves in this material without causing some harm to their psychological well being. I don't know if my mind is just playing tricks on me or I might have some experiences hidden from my consciousness, if you know what I mean?
Does this happen to anyone else listening to these stories? I find them terrifying (but fascinating) and cannot understand how some people can immerse themselves in this material without causing some harm to their psychological well being. I don't know if my mind is just playing tricks on me or I might have some experiences hidden from my consciousness, if you know what I mean?


). I've fallen asleep before listening to detailed accounts, and watched documentaries with their spooky dramatizations, but it hasn't ever kept me from sleep or perturbed me per se. The girlfriend likes to poke fun at me in saying that if a craft landed, I'd be signalling for them to take me onboard and have their way with me. The scary thing there is, I don't know if she's right or wrong. 