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I removed the offending post: please feel free to remove any reference to it in the thread.
While I have met Carol Rainey a few times, I really don’t know her that well. So I shouldn’t have claimed to know her motivations; in the end only God knows anyone’s motivations (yeah, I realise many of us are non-believers and all that; it’s just a figure of speech OK?).
As I mentioned before, I’ll be taking a break from the forums for a while but will probably come back at some point because I enjoy the intelligent conversations that go on here. You’ve got some high quality people on these forums, the best out there IMHO. I guess this subject was a bit too close to me personally to be really objective, and an internet chat forum is not the place for that discussion. I hope I didn’t offend anyone, and that includes Carol Rainey!
Peace.
Hello, Paracasters,
I just joined the list today and am curious to watch this scene unfold from a bit closer up. I've been aware for some time that certain people were saying some quite slanderous things about me. And I'm also aware that none of
you know me at all--not to my knowledge anyway, not when I look at the user names. (Who knows what's behind the masks at Mardi Gras??) That's why--once I began to get the hang of the thing-- I decided I'd only post using my actual name. It keeps me honest and I believe it would keep others honest if they did the same.
I would like the people who follow this list and want to engage in a decent conversation to be able to do it with me directly. (That said, when I get freelance gigs, I'm buried for weeks at a time and may not respond immediately, but eventually, I intend to)
I'm afraid I don't share the sentiments the rest of you do about "Archie," though. He has consistently claimed on the Paracast that he knew me well, knew my motives and what made me tick. He told you he had direct knowledge of skills that I employ to deceive people in my filmmaking, etc......I'll drop it at that. Let me be very clear, since "Archie" was more vaguely apologetic--[FONT="]
My path crossed "Archie's" only _once,_in passing, for 5-10 minutes in October 2010 when he was visiting my former husband Budd Hopkins. Water ran down into my apartment from Budd's studio; Budd and "Archie" came over to help. Everybody was courteous, but all attention was on the steam pipe and the leak. I was running around with pans under the leaking radiator. I don't recall saying a word to "Archie" other than hello.
[/FONT]It was only when I learned "Archie Bedford's" real identity and real profession and contacted him elsewhere that this less than full admission about his complete fabrication of knowing me and knowing all about my motives emerged.
That seems like a very unfortunate waste of time for all of you and a waste of time for me. It taught me a lot about life on the Internet and about the perils of anonymity.
I'm not here for the sparring and entertainment value. I'm seriously interested in this phenomenon, whatever it is. I am someone who has spent over 15 years in the company of experiencers, many of them still friends. I am now and always have been fully respectful of people having genuine anomalous personal experiences and have never indicated anything less than that. Over a period of years, from close range, I simply found I could no longer be part of the belief system that was all around me in my life--that profoundly committed belief of both Hopkins and Jacobs, as well as some others, that aliens are stalking our female kind (primarily) with devious and ultimately disastrous consequences for the human species. We now have the science to prove this gigantic claim.
What can I say? When your faith in something snaps, it just does, a little at a time, over years of small jolts and shocks of awareness. I could no longer respect the tools being used nor the research methodologies--or lack thereof.
So when I finally broke openly with "the gospel" of Budd and Dave, it has been startling, even shocking to me to feel the primitiveness of the rage (fear, even?) coming from people who disagreed with me. I would like to understand that better.....without the hoses, whips, and accusations from total strangers. I'd give you the courtesy to listen to honest discourse.
Take care,
Carol Rainey